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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 17:15:26 GMT -5
He was about to reply, but then Dr. Evans went into a long explanation. He listened softly, wanting to speak up, but finding he was unable to. He sighed and then nodded as he finished. He forced himself to look down as the man played with his fake leg. He didn't want it...he didn't deserve it. He looked away and straight ahead.I'm the reason she's giving up on herself...and...how does it work? I'm not going to be able to do anything with one leg... He answered softly, giving up on himself as well. He didn't have a reason to live anymore. The one person that he had the most trust in was giving up on him and herself, and that was the end for him. He wondered where Josh and Jay were..and if they had found out. What was his life coming to?? |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 19:57:35 GMT -5
Dr Evans shrugged, seeing how the leg moved.Lift your leg up, he instructed.I amno mental doc, but I think its because she can't keep you safe from your dad. It makes her feel.. weak. How would you feel ifsomeone you cared about kept on getting hurt at your home? That has to hurt inside, not to mention her hormones have gone crazy like a she-wolf's with pups. Dr Evans used strange metafors but they got to the point.Don't you know the news?
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 20:05:07 GMT -5
He tried doing as the doctor instructed, and he figured it wasn't going to move. But as he lifted it, the leg came with him, and he shook his head in disbelief. He didn't want this...he wanted his leg. SIghing softly, he felt the surge of pain run through him, and he dropped it, groaning with the amount of it. Taking a deep breath, he exhaled and then closed his eyes as he listened to Dr. Evans explanation of Sam. It made sense in a way...but it made him feel incredibly guilty.I have to tell her that I'm sorry. She can find someone else for me...I didn't know that I was hurting her so much. He said intensely, and then opened his eyes as the doctor questioned him. Furrowing hhis brow, he shook his head.No...I d-don't. |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 20:09:48 GMT -5
Dr Evans went over to teh door, looking up anddown the hall then closing it so no one would coem in unless it was an emergancy.I didn't tell ya but Sam is 2 months in. Women like that always worry and think everything is their fault, or they are mean as hell and order you around. I am sure Sam still loves ya and wants ya to stay but she is worrying abouteverything now, he said, rubbing Whiskey's ears.Your leg will be sore until the muscles strengthen and as you get used to your leg. Hell, I have a fake left foot and a fake right leg. Its what you get for being a Veit Vet. To show Aidan, he lifted up his right pant leg to shwo him the fake leg.I am not taking my shoe off. It will smell in here.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 20:14:58 GMT -5
Aidan's eyes widened with surprise...but he was extremely happy for her. She and Jake had been trying, but everything always seemed to go wrong. He smiled through his pain and then listened to Dr. Evans' words. He really liked the man, and was glad that he was his doctor and not someone else. He sighed and then furrowed his brow when he started talking about having a fake leg.What? Looking down, he saw the posthetic limb and he started. He couldn't believe it! Dr. Evans had a fake leg as well. Through it all, he couldn't help but smile.Alright..so it makes me feel a little bit better....Does it ever bother you? He questioned, wanting to know the truth. He wanted the muscles to strengthen so he didn't have to go through this pain anymore. |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 20:21:38 GMT -5
Dr Evans thought for abit.Only when its cold but then, when your my age, everything hurts when its cold. One time a mule kicked me and the leg went out of joint so it hurt like a son of a. Mine is a permant one where I never take it off. I think yours is the same, he said, pretending not ot remember but grinning.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 20:26:30 GMT -5
He listened to his story and offered him a smile, and even a small laugh. He liked the doctor, and that was odd. He never thought he would like a doctor in all of his life. Sighing softly, he looked up when he said he thought his leg was permanent.When can I go home? He questioned. He just wanted to know. He didn't like the hospital, even with the kind people here. He wanted to be with Sam and Josh and Jay now, and he thought about them as he stroked Whiskey's head. Sighing, he wodnered where Sam was. She had been gone a long time, and he wanted her to come back. |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 20:30:24 GMT -5
Dr Evans smiled softly.Today if you want. But its bedrest, bedrest, pyshical threapy, and bedrest for you. Topside! No school! Downside! Homework! But you should have some friend sthat can carry it all home, he said with a smile. There was a rap on the door and Dr Evans looked at the door.Come in. Walking in was Sam with Jay. Jay walked over and immediately poked at Aidan's leg, then looked up at his hero.Awsome!!!!!!!!! Can you write on it? he asked excitedly. See it to Jay that he find something fun about something that could be bad. Sam stood by the door, her hands in her pockets and looking at the floor.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 20:40:19 GMT -5
His eyes lit up when Dr. Evans said he could go home today. But he knee he would have to use crutches for a while until he got used to being unbalanced. That would be a bummer. But he would get over it..and then after that he would use a cane..and then after that he'd be able to walk becasue of physical therapy. He smiled at no school, and then made a face about the homework.When do I have to go back to school? He wasn't going back until he could walk on it. He didn't want it any other way. He just wanted people to think he had been in an accident, and that he was in the hospital. That was it. Hiss face would show that, for it was bruised and swollen still in some places...but he knew his father's looked bad too. He had finally stuck up for himself. Suddenly, he heard the door open and grew excited at the sight of Jay, but then reddened with embarrassment as he remembered that he didn't have his leg. But as Jay asked if he could write on it, he laughed, but then shrugged.I honestly don't know... |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 20:45:50 GMT -5
Jay looked at Dr Evans, his eyes begging.Please Dr E? Just one thing like, Get Well or Horses Rock or something? he begged, eyeing the big red marker in teh dr's shirt pocket. Dr Evans grinned and handed it to him.But not Get Well. That will be on forever and ever and ever or atleast until Aidan grows, he said brightly.Oh Aidan, as for school. You can go back after your pyshcial threapest says you can walk on your own, not aheadof that. I knwo all kids love school, he laughed when Jay made a face,But you are going to have to deal with it. Have soem friend bring you your homework,one with most of your classes. After giving the boys a smile, he walked over to Sam and talked softly for abit, givingher several slips of paper while Jay chattered to Aidan as hescribbled all over his leg about horses, westner things, jumping, Charlie, Ebony, and then drawing on it.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 20:52:06 GMT -5
Aidan looked at Jay's extremely excited face and found he couldn't say no. He smiled as Dr. Evans handed him the pen and then watched as Jay began scribbling on it. He closed his eyes as if he couldn't watch, and then nodded as the doctor told him what to do about school. The only person he could think of was Nicki, and he didn't know when he was going to see her again. Sighing, he glanced over as he and Sam went to talk in the corner, and then looked at Jay.Alright Jay..I'm more colorful then a rainbow... He joked slihgtly and started getting up. He wanted out of this bed and wanted to go home. His leg felt weird as it hung down, and he made a face as he felt the sensation. He shook his head and grabbed his crutches, really wishing he had pants. But they were all bloody from before, and he only had shorts and tee shirt. He sighed and steadied himself, then waited for someone to make a move. He had put his sneaker on over the fake foot and now waited for anything. |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 21:00:38 GMT -5
Jay looked up at him, blinking.Nickicalled. She said Amy was in a panick because no one knew where you were. Who's Nicki and Amy? I know Nicki but no Amy. Is she your girlfriend? he teased, bouncing out of the way of a smack incase one came. Dr Evans came over, hands in his lab coat.You are doing good!! It took me aweek to get out of bed, he said with a smile.Sam has teh precriptions for some pain killers and also some medication that can help strengthen your muscles. Don't rely on them, he warned and handed Aidan a slip ofpaper. it was a defense class.Contact these people. They can help you work with your leg when you can walk alone and also teach you soem moves to protect yourself. I went to them once. Now I am not scared to sit with no wall behidn my back. With a salute, he turned around and walked out, talking to a nurse and then trotting quickly down the hall to another patient.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 21:04:21 GMT -5
He looked up as Jay started talking about Nicki and Amy. He listened for a moment and then looked at Jay with mock anger. He would never try and hit him..ever. Not with his past. He sighed and then shook her head.She's not my girlfriend. She's just a friend from school. He said honestly and then listened to Dr. Evans words. He was glad he was making progress, and he nodded as the man warned him about the medications.I won't.. He promised and then watched as he hurried out. He looked up at Sam expectantly, hopefully.Can we go home? He questioned, and then looked back at Whiskey. Who would carry the dog back to the truck. At least he would have company while healing. |
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Post by X.Sadistic_~_Samurai.X on Oct 22, 2006 21:07:45 GMT -5
Sam nodded, looking worried and didn't meet Aidan's gaze as she walked over to Whiskey, picking him up. The dog didn't even try to squirm when she lifted him off the ground or bite at her for touching his leg. Instead, he whined happily. Jay went over by Aidan and tiptoed so he was near Aidan's ear.She is really sad. She looks likeshe did when Great Nana died and no one would take our uncle Terry or knew of a place for him to live. He is special in the mind, he whispered.
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Post by Melanie on Oct 22, 2006 21:15:18 GMT -5
AIdan was growing frustrated. He knew that because of her pregnancy, her moods were worse then before, but he couldn't take much more. He was trying to show her that it was alright. It wasn't her fault. He bent his now new knee so that the leg was off the ground and was amazed when it actually worked. He sighed and nodded as Jay spoke. He understood. He made his way forward, feeling the pressure of the crutches against his side. He went until he was side by side with her.It's not your fault Sam. I don't care if you think it is, or how many times you tell yourself it is. It's not your fault. You couldn't have prevented him from getting out...not if he made a deal with the judge. Please don't think it's your fault. He added softly, and then looked down. He thought of her as his mother basically, so after a moment of silence, he gently whispered so that only she could hear.I love you... He had finally said it...he had finally told her the truth. She was like the mother he never had, and he appreciated her love and kindness to no end. He slowed down, unable to keep up with her pace now. |
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